Errant Penny ([info]errantpenny) wrote,
@ 2005-11-06 09:23:00
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Quickly, quickly...
Must take out trash, them hop in shower. Must go back to Green Festival and man (heh) the WGGAN* booth. Not must -- want to, want to, because yesterday was Wonderful.

What a weekend of contrasts.

Friday night -- out for drinks with the coworkers in two different swanky bars (one, high atop the city, was worth the trip for the view alone). I watched the others chatting, someone launching a simple topic and someone else taking it up as if they were playing a lazy summer game of catch. Yet every time I spoke, nothing seemed to happen. Every conversational ball I launched -- no one caught. Was I hurling facts about myself? Probably -- I was nervous. Talking with them was hard. Everything I said seemed wrong.

Yesterday, for eight quick hours, at the WGGAN booth, at the festival. Interested people approached and asked who we were and what we were about. Without even thinking, I shared our mission. I watched people respond to my enthusiasm, become excited about what we wanted to do.

Talking with them was easy. Everything I said seemed right.

When I left, Mary and Mindy, the co-founders, told me I was a gift to the organization -- that I didn't even realize what I gift I was. That I had a beautiful soul. I cried, in the best way.

Oh, and during the occasional slow times, I juggled fruit!

Must dash -- happy Sunday, my LJ friends.


*WGGAN = Women's Global Green Action Network.

The web site went live yesterday!
http://www.wggan.org/


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[info]seajelly
2005-11-07 07:39 pm UTC (link)
:-) what fruit did you juggle?? i'm just trying to complete the picture in my head:-)

i'm glad you at least had a good experience saturday. maybe it will get easier with the other group eventually. maybe not ever easy, but at least a bit easier. it bothers me though, that they're apparently the kind of people who don't make it easy. not that they are purposely trying to make it hard for you, but possibly just not noticing that it was hard for you. some people see the unease of others and work to ease it, others just plain don't notice. hmmm.

but i am so glad that the other group seems to be the opposite of that group and really appreciates and recognizes your beautiful soul!!:-)

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[info]errantpenny
2005-11-13 12:26 am UTC (link)
Oof -- very late reply. I've been sooooo tired this past week. See my most recent post for my lame reason/excuse.

I juggled two oranges and an apple.

some people see the unease of others and work to ease it, others just plain don't notice.

Yeah, I had similar thoughts. I didn't find that group to be particularly warm.

I'm not much interested anymore in doing the "drinks after work" thing just to do it, to see and be seen or whatever. I, of course, am in accounting, but I'm hoping to get to know more people on the program side, where I might find some kindred spirits.

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